Hristina, 48 years old. - Barcelona | February, 2025.

 

~ First session
 

Emotions flowed out like a bird caught in a gentle wind, without resistance, guided by the currents that caressed me like warm hands... unstoppable... finding every corner... everything was vibrating... but without chaos... calmness covered me like silk, gently and steadily... in my breath, I saw the flame of a candle... and felt warmth from within... warm, safe, and unbreakable flame... as if I was an unlimited, filled expanse... like the sun sinking into the horizon, the moment when day surrenders its light to the night... warm shades of feeling... emotions can be very heavy, especially when they are strong or when they pile up... it is challenging to deal with them. Whenever you think you've found a way out... a new turn pulls you back into the whirlpool... and you feel like you're losing control, but again, you must find balance😊... finally, I see the "real reality"... I recognize the most hidden parts of myself and embrace them with my truth... meeting myself in the purest form... it’s good when soul and heart work in harmony... the heart with warmth... and the soul with depth and wisdom that recognizes the unspoken... my soul was restless before... like a bird seeking freedom... that is instinct, not selfishness... it’s natural for a bird to fly, just as it is natural for us to live... the soul is not created to be trapped... it is created to fly... pulse and infinity now... they vibrate and touch... that’s why I am overwhelmed... I am in touch with what is most true... you feel both small and infinite... and you know... understanding comes exactly when it should... neither a moment before nor after... experiences, feelings, challenges... that is the beauty of life... everything I have been through led me to this moment... where I am ready to feel the depth and width of existence... every year, every thought has been a part of this journey... but this is just the beginning... this realization brings freedom... because now I don't have to strive to find it... I just have to feel, be... now everything becomes simpler... time heals... scars are stories... experiences are lessons... growth is eternal. The most important thing is to keep growing... towards the light... regardless of all the obstacles that appear... unfortunately... evil in people doesn’t come from ignorance... but from choice... and the one who chooses to remain the same... never grows. 

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~ Second session

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It came as a call from the inner voice of the soul, reminding me that it is time for even deeper immersion into that energy. It carried an extraordinary depth and strength of emotions, almost like a mapped-out journey through inner worlds and spiritual dimensions, flooding the body, soul, and leaving traces in every aspect of being. From the depth of inner work, my body began to shake... as if it was "resetting," adjusting. These were not shivers of cold, but of life, reminding me that I am not just a body, but an infinite vibration! It was my body naturally synchronizing, intuitively. And yet, these same tremors were like a language through which I communicated with that force. Like the integration of energy, where I naturally recognized everything and collaborated with it from that inner rhythm. Like leaves shaking not from the cold, but from life flowing through them. Or when the earth wakes up in spring and warmth penetrates the depths, everything moves, nothing is the same, yet everything stays in perfect harmony. I surrender, relax, and just exist in "that moment." I feel that the space is becoming wider. This means I integrate everything – physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I unite with everything that I am... with myself... with the energy... with the universe. I connect with the inner and allow things to come to me. Now, relaxation, being overwhelmed, brings what is needed at that moment! Suddenly, I begin to burn... like a volcano: eruptions of lava! In the unity of intuition, presence, and love... my hands begin to follow the flows... I move them... to feel the warmth... as if trying to catch the sunlight flowing in the darkness, seeking a connection with myself, and that lava was like the heart of the earth within me, and the energy seemed to speak through my movements... and it wanted to recognize the silence in which all the world’s awareness vanishes. I help it weave into my body. My hands seemed to draw energy flows, shaping waves. And it seemed to come from deep intuition... maybe even from the soul... I feel like I'm dancing with that energy in this creation. It’s continuous movement, limitless and spontaneous, with no beginning or end. I breathe deeply, knowing I will bring that energy into every part of my being and connect with it on a deeper level. My palms felt, recognized, responded like a whisper of something timeless. I felt it in me and through me! Suddenly... colors... green, red, purple, blue... strong, bright, clear... as if showing me the energy flowing through all of us... through the Universe... it perfectly connected the sky and the earth. The moment of divine unity... as if the light devours the darkness, yet nourishes it, emerging from the very spirit of nature, spreading a peaceful force that is gentle and untamable. Like the whisper of the wind through polar tundras, where every shade of color, from gentle green to passionate red, carries a secret... Aurora (polar light) opened its arms and led me into rays that pierced through dimensions. One ray, strong and inevitable, lifted me above the boundary of the known, while my hands drew invisible energy flows. A river of lava carrying stories! Visions... images... that I will keep for myself. When it was all over, I felt truly like the ashes of the phoenix, still warm from my own flame. That moment of being "there" left a trace... that space wasn’t somewhere in the physical sense; it was within me and around me... where boundaries disappear and everything becomes one. Still under the impression... I say: "I burned!" "Energy," it said... It echoed to me... pulsed... consonants were impacts, vowels were flows... the whole word was vibration to me. I came back to myself suddenly, as if from a distant journey, but not exhausted... rather, filled... I thought for a moment that I had touched the stars, yet now I stand on the ground with their light in my eyes.

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In the following days, events piled up, many of them! But I understood: When you change yourself on a deeper level, you change the way you experience the world, but also the way the world experiences you. People feel it... even when they don't know what exactly has changed... Always remain true to yourself! True relationships will evolve with you, and those who can't bear your authenticity, don’t have to be part of that path... The Universe is already within you!