RI ™ | Guestbook Bitter, 27 yrs. - Herceg Novi  | December 2014 -  7 months later.

Introduction
 

For four years I was in a continuous state of depression. Aggressive. I almost didn't leave the room, I didn't open the shutters on the windows. I tried to sleep, and drank a lot of alcohol. The reason for that is the life events, not at all beautiful events that prompted me to make such a gesture towards myself. As time went on, I became a victim of certain "otherworldly" influences that occupied my mind, my thoughts and not long after, my whole life. Sounds began to echo in my mind. Various unpleasant sounds such as crying from the funeral, meowing cats, aggressive and frightening voices. I felt uncomfortable, as if someone was constantly watching me and waiting for my next step. From the sounds and eyes looking at me day and night, the fears, it was very difficult to live normally.  Because of that, I started taking Leponex, two tablets every night, just so I could fall asleep and fall asleep. Not long after, I started taking other medications on the recommendation of a doctor and psychiatrist. The days were getting harder and harder, and I was literally vegetating with such medications. My senses are numb,  emotions died down, the anxiety did not go away, occasionally prompting me to cry. I didn't know how to behave and how to tell others, to explain what was happening to me. One day I got sick, I was not feeling well at all. I put my hands on my knees and a huge sweat started flowing from me. Severe chest pain and tears. And I was just waiting for me to get to the hospital. And so it was. I get there in a complete knockout. They gave me an infusion and put me to bed thinking I was on drugs. No connection. I know that my head hurt a lot and I saw that they were not interested in it. The nurses did their part of the job, when the head doctor came and said “he can die”, probably from an overdose of medication. When my body calmed down and the pain stopped, after about ten days, I was released home, almost motionless. Namely, the problems continued, developed, became stronger and really unbearable. My mother told me that there was a guy nearby called Ivan who was doing energy healing. Reconnection. We didn't wait long and not long after, we got in touch with him.
 

~ First Session
 

I felt that Ivan was very nervous, I was a little scared and afraid of Ivan himself in that session. Later in the following sessions, that feeling subsided, so I adjusted and gave in to the energy. I lay down on the bed. Various bodily sensations began to play out in me with visions from the past that constantly flooded my mind. Some less striking and some very striking. I later learned from Ivan that it was my subconscious that was "emerging". The pictures changed in a flash, like on a tape, I couldn't stop them. I started with a vision as if I was dying, after which moments from the past began to appear to me. There were people who didn't like me. I punched someone.  Aggressive scenes. There was some kind of trauma on me that was holding me back. He shakes his hands. I'm starting to mention Ostrog. At one point, my chest ached and I started expelling fluid from myself with a cough. I felt the soul of my late father present beside me. The reaction was quite strong. From physical sensations, twitching arms, strong vibration in the thighs and twitching legs. My head twitched at times. Surprisingly, at one point I felt a slight relief. I laughed and told Ivan "I think it works."
 

First  Reconnective Healing session  was extremely tense and difficult for me. After the first session, I had horrible nightmares that seemed completely realistic to me. The next morning I woke up in a sweat, I had severe headaches, with a temperature of 39 ~ 40 ° C that lasted that day and tomorrow morning it returned to normal.

After the first, Ivan did a few more sessions at intervals of about 7 days, due to strong reactions to energy. At other sessions, I can't remember the exact moments because I was always in a kind of intoxication and rebellion at them. And in the third session I remember seeing the symbol of the Red Berets, and that is the scene of the wolf with the red cap entering me, into my chest and destroying the evil influences and entities that had bothered me until then and drove me into some kind of disorder.
 

I want to mention that before Ivan's sessions, I was completely incapacitated. I couldn't even answer his questions. I just kept quiet and cried at times out of anguish. I think I came to him at the last minute because I had an incredible feeling that if the influences continued, I would commit suicide. That’s why I want to state all of this because by doing so I want to help other people who may be going through the same moments in life. At one point, my life could have come to an end, and now I feel free from those influences. Of course, since my condition lasted for several years, it left some scars on my soul and heart, something on my physical health, but I am slowly coming to my senses. After the sessions, as if I had lost my memory, I am leading a completely new life now. The sounds in my head are gone and now I have no problem with that. Now I sleep much better, I don't drink alcohol, I started going out and working in nature. I started moving and walking in the evening. This pain has also spread to the medications I take. I used to take Leponex and other medications, which knock the horse off its feet, and now I only take Lorozepam 2mg. Sometimes I have a slight fear when I remember what I went through.

I want to thank Ivan a lot and I am very glad that I met him at the moment when you can't explain to yourself, and only to someone else, what is really happening to you, why and how many intense moments you are going through in complete distraction. John understood everything, explained to me the role of these influences in my life, reminded me and guided me. I really thank him for that.